[This is a blog post to be read only if you’ve got some time to spend for yourself and a mind ready to reflect. No, it’s not expected to focus on the lump of words I’ve piled up but please put a little effort to feel the still notes of melancholy coffined in the depth of the event. Tears, however artistic they look are stinging to our eyes. Listen to your reasons first and then let the fragile heart to ponder but once this crystal takes the baton free it to find its course. Then you won’t have to coexist with those whining ‘why’s and an indolent ‘if’s at every point of your life…]
“Honey, we’ll take two…
One boy and one girl…
Oops isn’t that a fair demand?
OK your wish my command, so one only…
Look Jennifer, then it has to be a cutie beauty doll
And I’ll call her Barbie…
No madam, find a name of your own,
Coz Barbie will be only and only her dad’s copyright….”
Why do seasons roll by…
What for colours do fly…
Why do hearts make a tie…
What for there comes a Bye…
“Don’t cry baby…
I realise, it’s all my fault…
No Robin, you’re not to be answerable-
I should’ve thought about it hundred times more…
May be I leaped like that foolish bird of fables
And that’s how I got myself wounded, take it like that…
I’ve no grievance dear, not even the agony of deception,
But pain… only and only pain of not having you…”
Why do hopes are born and prematurely die…
What for all silly emotions rain down as cry…
Why do all priceless promises turn out to be lie…
What for this silence lives forever with a single sigh…
“When I stand before the mirror today I see nothing but a bundle of black stickers with countless holes. I fear of making new friends… I fear of tarnishing any canvas on my way and that’s why I live inside a crust sculpted by my own inabilities. I don’t know how to tunnel out from this cave of bareness… may be I don’t want to… or, may be till now I don’t know what I ever wanted… God bless you Jennifer wherever you are…”
“Till today, in the middle of a Christmas eve, in the laxity of my professional leave or under the provocation of a momentary grief, whenever I stare at the point blank haze, I fail to transfix few age old puzzles, I fail to drive away those queries which have always played with my sleep… I live with my toxic wind chime Robin… it abandons me when it’s still and with every swing it wails out some more ‘If’s & still more ‘Why’s…”
[There’re thousands of Robin and Jennifer among us… some get attached to pubs… some are liberal enough to give life a second chance… few become too apathetic to live… though their paths differ they share something in common- an irrevocable pain of ever piercing Ifs and Whys… till their very last breath!]
-littleWriter
7 comments:
hhhmmmmm......
gud work.....
played well with "if's and why's"....
Melancholy- especially when people make just little connections, whie not fully committing to each other
nyc effort
Beautiful and heartfelt expression ...
hmm...deep thoughts
sometime we just stuck in if and whys but the life goes on, just taking our attentions..
but still, the ifs and whys remain in our heart!...nice one buddy!!
That was a wonderful and different way of answering ( or rather still lingering ?? ) of ifs and why's .. Something just happens , just like I read your strokes of words and the question comes out again from the dimuntitive corner of our mind - Why ?
oh how life ,could open up to give fresh start ,to love ,share our lives as we both know and believed it should been ,I been trying get back to you ,
the days turned to months
now my heart weeps ,as I can't feel you ,near as always held .
I am scared
I never wanted ,you out my life ,Listen to many things ,you speak of me .
maybe I've loss
A Truth that beats with my own Heart ,will be
You
Two Fools that kept pushing each other away
Two fools ,that wouldn't pick up a phone ,or talk
two fools ,with a smile
Let go
rest our lives
those two fools
will always feel those beats of
"our hearts "
wiping away my Tears ,Screaming with my complete Soul to be Heard
I Love You
My Dreams ,you will always be ,maybe in life ,couldn't be together ,as I would gave
was no one that was there to Listen
Was always there ,to fix me
Was none that accepted ,after hearing truth
there was many that was there to Judge
As ,it must of seemed ,my heart ,felt nothing
as must seemed things I done ,was heartless
dreams ,you shall be ,with me that ,holds no judging ,only accepting ,with love ,we always knew
Pray ,
You hear my Heart
Hear my Prayer
washed with tears
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